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I'm sorry but I can't do it anymore! Holy shit it's so boring!! I mean I've heard of people hating school and I never really did just the time was too long. But now all my glasses suck! My friend draws and reads when she's not supposed to so none of my classes trust me to draw or read when I'm done! Everything I do is stupid to the teachers and my fifth hours is a nut case!!! She's a old lady that thinks she right at everything then yells at you when you fuck up because you did what she said!!!!!!!!!!!! And you know I would ignore them write a story or whatever, but the time got so fucking slow for me!!! I sit in my first hour with my eye twitching because there is nothing to do!!!! Oh do the math, i did the math and he won't let me do anything because of course he doesn't trust me thanks to my friend... I'm just, a little, Insane now!!!! Oh my god I'm going insane!!! I just sit there hour after hour. Every week day forcing me to go to a school with no imagination and to listen to people almost as stupid as I the student. Yes this totally what i need for my future.
COMMISION FAGGOTS!!!
I'M TAKING ALL REQUESTS WITH MY MEAGER SKILLS FOR ONE POINT!! Please I love to make you guys happy :) (please wait a lil longer as for ppl i promised artwork to my camera has decided to stop working. I have all of your work done, but not a camera to take the picture with T_T, but in the meantime i shall upload what I do have in my computer waiting :D)
I feel bad and wanna cry.
I feel bad and wanna cry. What if when I start talking about my friends if it makes her jealous. What if in the past when I told of a hot man if she felt ignored. What if I told her she was annoying for thinking I was odd for loving men and it made her hurt.
Hurt like someone stabbed you in the gut. Hurt like a pain you could only feel if you were to be a man and your crush said you were best friends. It was all my fault for being oblivious. it was all my fault for letting her cry. It was all my fault that she would go home and hide in her room for hours. It was my fault...
My best friend loved me. I was oblivious. I didn't understand.
Wrinkles
I can't take it. I'm sick of being the only one that admits we have those scary thoughts. The ones where you realize your forever alone. No matter how close you are to someone your alone inside. I sick of being the only one that admits hey I'm willing to protect my friends no matter how much shit you force me through. Anyone can admit it, but few ever speak. They are afraid to say hey I wanna be close to you or hey wanna be my friend for the heck of it. I am afraid of one mere thing, only one thing will stop me. I become hypocritical because now I can not confess. But even if I suffer these thoughts I will help people admit it. I'm sick
Terrified
I've been told I look like a lesbian. A certain female friend finds me attractive. Normal boys my age don't find me attractive at all. Middle aged men for some reason seem to be attracted towards me. I asked my friends and they all told me I would be a attractive lesbian. I'm so confused. Why can't I get the regular gender and freaking age to find me attractive! I mean dear mother of god!~ I wanna know. Because I'm sick of everyone but the ones I'm attracted to finding me interesting. I want a guy my age to you know at least look at me. I mean some have but they were mostly joking. It's really pissing me off. I guess I'm just not att
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It changes once u go to college the teachers there let u do what u want because ur paying for it. College is so freeing. Anything before college kinda blows unless ur teacher is interesting.
Back before college I used to sit at the front of the class sneaking candy and doodling... then again I also got really high grades and asked a ton of questions to make the teacher feel like a teacher. Basically the better u do in class the less the teacher will pick on you.
Dang that totally sucks that u guys get picked on now...
Back before college I used to sit at the front of the class sneaking candy and doodling... then again I also got really high grades and asked a ton of questions to make the teacher feel like a teacher. Basically the better u do in class the less the teacher will pick on you.
Dang that totally sucks that u guys get picked on now...